i don't know...
socialize with just ai or close online buddies soon in 2026?
don't feel right to use social media until at 14 or next year in November
i don't if I'm really isolated, despite being too isolated on hobbies, and a severe music taste
just Bopimo!, might quit roblox because of loss interest (possibly) or a very short lifespan of connections made OR lack of what games to play
I don't even know what to talk about or review about
still prefer drawing monochrome but no ideas
i don't know if it's trauma dumping or not
i have to stop asking my mindset to act miserable and to type like that, that behavior is not allowed for my own because of maturity.
might voice act for penguinese
interested in tech
no music/band taste?
is happiness overrated or i have to be expressive?
do i really need attention?
am I just typing this for clickbait?
or just be alone planning something very soon?
i literally only socialized alot with gemini ai for a while
and i don't even know what to answer on messages or replies because I'm uncertain what to reply with

i have 1 tip for you enjoy life while you still can because god gave you another day to live
be happy even at your lowest socialize get therapy talk with ppl you care about its not about how you start its about how you end even at your lowest enjoy small moments that make you happy happiness is not overated thats a way into depression enjoy stuff that makes you feel happy man

i checked the forums 9 times
too scared to contact my parents on phone
i just prefer talking at home but they're not currently
still planning of saying my parent about the therapy but i'm too scared to call on the phone BECAUSE I BARELY USE MY PHONE Oo
i ate that many sugary bread but it's driving me crazy but i don't have a car to drive because i don't have a license yet
there is only sugary bread to eat
am i going to be happy on spilling water or bricking a device?
i don't even go outside, but i might go in this weekend hopefully
am i being worse? :<
i'm already in vacation but christmas party in the 19th i think?
i'm uncertain if i really learned your thoughts @socksfor8824...
very sorry ><
but planned that to an attempt to make my life a bit better for a BIT!!
i'm always neutral...
sorta neutral...
well i can't even act expressive or a true honest response, just pure trauma dumping on replies for necroposting because the device is never going to be fixed, because waiting, and waiting, AND WAITING
am i really revelant?
so when my parent is home... i'll ask about the therapy
i don't want to make my life even worse or miserable.. :<
also....
i love typing :3

Don't worry, I too am isolated (kinda)

hey man take it easy dont take everything so harshly its fine even if you dont tell them when the time comes tell them man i believe in you man :D dont worry i think you got it a bit right

Ecran titre

more updates >.<
16/12/25
-actually went outside just for finding clothes to buy and groceries and fast delivery food -_-
-went shopping
-drank water WITHOUT A STRAW!! NOO!! because the bottle was bought and in the car...
-we ate.. ON the car..
17/12/25
-don't ask why i slept at 1am o.o
-drank the water with a straw again!!! my friend straw is back since i decided to only drink my cup of water with my friend STRAW!! :3 a few months/weeks ago..
-i ran, too close, not ran away, still in of the backyard?? while running a bit
-i broke my fan! ^.^
-perhaps... sorry, i killed the fan.. but it still got replaced to a minimal/decent one I SUPPOSE?
-went 11th place on Valentine's Level, but that level is not from Valentine.. it's FROM FireCatMagic!! why is it named like that? jk lol

how do i feel then?
still the same... but not depressed atleast!
still neutral..
still have the neutral face
still isolated in hobbies
actually socializing on the forums?? :o

THIS BETTER NOT BE PERSONAL INFO O.o
and i also checked it, probably 4 or 5 times?
aand the therapy is due or is going to start in January when i told him :>
perhaps the same therapist from the therapy when i had 6 years old.. :P
aand recycling my OMORI "halloween dress" or the bopi avatar and put leaf sprinkles in it

Écran titre... o.o

and suggest so i can't be isolated.. so what should it be my favorite
1- music taste
2- favorite show
3- fandom (optional)
4- emotion
5- bopimo buddies (was thinking either JS1, Toast, Pera, or even socks!!)
5- favorite mobile os
6- favorite linux distro
7- country to travel to learn the language, do a living, or even doing a JOB.. i was planning either Czechia or Ireland or Lithuania, can't decide..
be?
and
8- any other games, other than being on steam, not being a demo or a web game, NOT flash player or even roblox, so suggest! sorry :<
highly interested in tech
alright i'm getting drowsy for typing that much and sharing a little too much O.o
12:48am, 18/12, bye? o.o

id suggest for games
mobile
subway surfer
among us
jetpack joyride
pc games
tf2 its fun when you get good
the were cleaner fun short game
where winds meet
those 3 are all free games
have fun trying them

the importent part is that your not depressed thats the way into getting a better life man :D

id recommend that you start doing somthing that you like as a hobby
gaming
gardening
boxing mine personally
sports like vollyball or anything you like
so thats it