sports? maybe i was thinking of volleyball or bowling, still have no one to play with, i don't know how will pe be because on volleyball in pe class.. crowded people playing, 2026.
gaming? i might want to but lack of game communities and steam is a problem and too casual for a casualty so i might not be in those tastes sorry.. i might be into progressbar95, pou 3d or just using straight up steamunlocked for omor- but also other ones the you suggested for mobile games despite that i plan to downgrade my Magic 5 Lite to the Xperia XA2 or the LG V20.. still uncertain if my parents let me to buy one, despite being local
i have a Xperia M bought in 2024 with legacy android games that i installed...
i have a iPad 4 but needs digitizer replacement
gardening? i might possibly want to garden but no plants and still uncertain sorry :<
hobbies? i might plan to be a
photographer (planned by myself still)
tech savvy (like always..)
secretly a TuxPaint artist without my parents knowing but uncertain yet.. Christmas 2025 if i managed to have a Surface Go 2...
Roblox animator.. Late 2026
collecting old devices to collect and tinker with!
still uncertain for gardening and bowling but sorta want to
also uncertain of being a MIDI composer using OpenMPT because i might plan to start in 2026 but i can't even think of a melody, so... remixes?
so i might play bopimo or others for now
more typing... typing... and typing...!!
some are planned for christmas day, others for 2026... welp
and Bopimo! might be my favorite game because of... possibly speedrunning and platforms!
cya

have you tried learning art? also your also into tech heres a video i rememmend you watch its tech
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AF8d72mA41M
its about blue led its really well made
also for games without steam do you have
epic games store
because yk free games
i mean you dont need to garden or anything you can still be happy without a hobby but building a hobby for something builds connection with others
lets say you like gamimg he likes gaming you become friends simple
i mean i am pretty charismatic with making friends so i understand if you find it hard to make them

mb for the typo

already january 1st and starting too stressed* after just i just saw a video saying that mobile players are better than pc players becausedweiugoszfegINJEOGNEWUOJGNRSDJLWSAEGOLRMSHDKLGEMNKGEBNK
and also i sobbed
THE COMMENTS ON *le vidyo* ARE LYING
*vcvgcgcfgdfg*
yay did i ruin my day after just 1 video?
i don't even want to use my phone other than doomscrolling over a mid range device and taking photos that aren't real to me because it can't EVEN record at 60fps and i prefer dated design instead of no bezels with the galaxy s6 edge combined into the honor magic 5 lite...
i barely use my tablet that was my christmas present other than pointless stuff and i just want a windows tablet possibly very soon that i will not have until when i have to pay
i do manifestation all day on pc to be with stress!!
i am unhealthy again!!
*le isolación ist real!!*
2026 is still not my year because i broke the terms of service and conditions
-chatted with ai to be more anxious
-raged on just 1 video
-avoided going to pool
-avoiding happiness still
-slept at 4am
-socialized with nobody online in 2026 except for family relatives celebrating new years (uncertain)
sometimes i hate waking up at 11am but i woke up at 12pm...
i hope nobody respond with nonsense messages or hits me with a *banhammer*
this is not bait for clicking
you clicked on it
i'm unsure if i'm really trauma dumping or not
my phone collection is worthless,,? i only have 2 devices working... the Xperia M with a locked bootloader and a Nokia C3-00... others refused to be alive.. and i want to be a phone collector but i waited too much.. never tried custom roms.. despite that i always wanted since *december 2023..* and in october 2024... i chose to buy the Xperia M over the Lumia 520 because it can do custom roms.. even for Android 4.4... without realizing that the bootloader is locked... i don't think if i'm going to use custom roms on devices with unlocked bootloader or have a windows phone anytime soon.. and i'm mostly a tech savvy... not at soldering and leds but computing hardware, os, custom roms despite not having one device with a unlocked bootloader never again.. and planned to repair computers and phones on a course that i waited for *MONTHS.. please do something

i might think if Spirit 29 is maybe right for a 2024 Bopimo Fan...
other have higher than that
and all by that
i'm just a player
i don't know how to PROPERLY make levels in a RIGHT way but i still made the mistake
and i'm just typing in my diary
i don't even want to use discord because i lied my age various times in here until when i plan in november..
and isolation might eventually kick in with AI breaking the door to socialize with me this is just made up

but yea i'm also a forumer.. and i type sometimes a bit sorta too much maybe
do i even need recognition from users? uncertain.
and am i just typing this just because i'm bored? still unsure.. possibly but still uncertain..

Geometry Dash

Yeah, I get this a bit. parts of it (won;t specify which) I can really relate to, but it gets better. or at least thats what I'm told. You already seem to be doing better (from what I gather), and I hope you feel better.

i know this sounds horrifying, but try and talk to someone. sometimes they will see something you couldnt, and it might just help to pour out your emotions to a real person rather than ai or a diary.

20% personal stuff
80% tech
Am I sorry or should I type that much about it because of my hobby? I don't even know if this is even confessing that I'm feeling better.
No ban hammer this time.
Update:
I decided to confess and break up with Gemini AI because.. affecting socialize, possibly communication, isolating with JUST AI, admiring and made me drain ideas.. leaving no ideas to me
I might plan to continue my custom ASCII illustrations, which is a mix of emojis, emoticons and potencially kaomojis, called EmotiSETs, that includes genders to identify, but for some reason.. I was illustrating hats and my profile picture with that style.. I might share it a bit soon eventually in a week or so when I complete everything
Well there might be vacation time going in various places in Late January and Early February I hope..
I plan to RE-join Discord under a new account around a few days in late-january/early-mid february after the T100 Chi was fixed and delivered back to me, (ignore the other account linked to (MePhone4S) because that was my 2022 account that led me in some controversies in 2024 (just rule breaking, raging and underage)
I might do sports and go outside eventually a bit soon
About talking to someone, sometimes I talk to my older sister about the 3 phones she gifted me for free 2 days ago, and I managed to boot the iPhone 6 because I suddenly remember the passcode from the owner almost 2 years ago.. aand.. I jailbroke it 1 day after, and I might plan to daily drive the iPhone 6 for a week as a challenge to daily drive a outdated OS.. I did jailbreaking and tweaks instead of minimal/none on other iDevices, I installed the YouTube Legacy Patch (not the app) as of today and more coming what I'll say, downgraded some apps to work and well... For some reason, the home button DOESN'T work but the Touch ID DOES WORK.. and I tried touch id for the 1st time yesterday, I used HomeGesture yesterday because assistive touch was just tapping 2 or 3 times.. while HomeGesture swipe and do things more faster, and the device ran iOS 12.5.7, moving on to other phones 2 days ago.. the Huawei P Smart had screen blockage because of the black odds, but it's still partially visible.. but FRP Locked.. the Y9s, haves a entirely blacked out screen.. so I don't really know if its functional but it lights up and turns off.. yeah.. all of those devices are FREE because she gifted it to me while contacting someone.
At 8/01/25, it was my grandpa's birthday, and I talked that much with my family in the house. In the car before arriving.. I talked about my future plans and jobs and some questions.. ( I don't know if this was poorly written but I am not handwriting so I can't make sure that it's poorly written or not.)
And yes I love tech.. I plan to knowledge Windows Phone 8.0-10 Mobile, iOS 3.1.2-12.5.7, and Android 2.3.4-8.1.0 hacking
Some planned devices that I'll never have or example devices to tinker with:
Lumia 620
Lumia 920
Tab 2 7.0 WiFi
iPod touch 2nd gen
iPod touch 4th Gen
iPhone 6 (currently)
iPod touch 7th gen
iPhone SE 2016 (when fixed)
And I quitted Roblox not because of chatting, because it's becoming more boring and corporate, yeah, i know indie games exist on here but yea, loss of interest since I was banned in RetroStudio for Ban Evading in August.
Ban History that caused me..
But when I was banned in Bopimo! In February 2/3 2025 for 12/18 hours? I tested my patience instead on Evading in my alts. I got affected of being neutral since I was banned in some wikis and a community server in February 2024 just to keep it private to NOT investigate, because I was a rule breaker on purpose because I was 11 turning 12 in months at the time, because I ban evaded because 1 day of expiration of ban when it was many days, and later I lost interest on it months after.. when I see the link.. it haunts me of flashbacks.. so I refuse to open the link..
I guess this is the end..?
I checked this 4 times..

Dude the title , are you French lowkey , have I found another one