Leaving bopimo for good?

Hey guys OxO, here and you're wondering where is the game you've promised us all? Well..

I have been revising, for my last year of school and I'm 16 and going to college. I'm pretty much at the stage of that, I cannot focus my views on bopimo and saying that I'm entering adulthood soon and I'm at a point that I cannot do much with what comes in my mind pretty much I regret saying I want to grow up. And I wished I could've saw the early warning signs of adulthood not being worth it.

I also do see a point, that my life feels fake everything I see is fake and It's at a point on where I'm supposed to go from here.